Not Dead Yet

Overview
Nell Serrano, a recently single woman grappling with financial struggles, is determined to reclaim her life and career after a decade away. As she navigates this challenging journey, her only employment opportunity arises in the form of writing obituaries. Surprisingly, she begins to receive guidance from an unexpected mentor—ghostly figures from the lives she writes about. Through their insights, Nell learns to face her past while carving out a new future, blending humor and heartfelt moments in her quest for redemption and self-discovery.
Episodes
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1

Premiere
Following a night of dancing at the club Babylon with Michael, Emmett, and Ted, Brian hooks up with an attractive guy named Justin. However, he dismis...
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Pilot
Nell sets out to reinvent herself in a fresh environment, taking on a new job and living with a different roommate. She embarks on a career writing o...
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Queer, There and Everywhere
Michael remains closeted at his job, leading to complications with a co-worker who is attracted to him. Meanwhile, he grapples with jealousy as he wat...
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2

Not a Tiger Yet
Nell struggles to adapt to her new position while becoming increasingly frustrated with the ghost that's taken a liking to her. At the same time, Edw...
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3

No Bris, No Shirt, No Service
Lindsay and Melanie celebrate their new baby, Gus, with a bris, but Brian initially opts out until Michael persuades him to attend. Determined to asse...
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3

Not Out of High School Yet
Nell is approached to craft an obituary for a well-known influencer with whom she shares a complicated past. Meanwhile, Sam steps in to assist Dennis ...
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4

Ted's Not Dead
As Ted remains unconscious due to the drugs, Brian discovers he has been appointed the executor of his friend’s living will. Meanwhile, Justin's mot...
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4

Not Dating Yet
Nell's friends come together to help her explore the dating scene, but she feels hesitant about taking that step forward. Meanwhile, Edward seems to h...
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5

Now Approaching... the Line
Michael tries to navigate the unwanted advances of a female colleague who is unaware of his sexuality, opting instead to date a charming chiropractor....
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5

Not Moving On Yet
Nell finds herself smitten by an unsuitable partner, leading her to confront the unresolved feelings from her previous relationship. At the same time,...
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6

The Art of Desperation
Michael's chiropractor boyfriend finds himself in a rivalry with Brian as they both vie for Michael's affection. Meanwhile, Ted is on the mend from hi...
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6

Not Ready to Share Yet
Lexi assigns Sam the responsibility of overseeing the newspaper's food and wine festival, which stirs up feelings of jealousy in Nell regarding their ...
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7

Smells Like Codependence
Debbie encounters Dr. David, while Michael and Dr. David enjoy a weekend getaway in the countryside. Meanwhile, Justin's father discovers the truth an...
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Not Out of the Game Yet
Nell's father pays a visit, stirring up various emotions and memories. At the same time, Lexi takes charge of the annual performance reviews for the s...
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8

Babylon Boomerang
Outside Babylon, Justin's dad confronts Brian aggressively. Meanwhile, Michael receives a well-deserved promotion at his job. In a significant turn of...
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8

Not Friends Yet
Nell has her first encounter with Edward's significant other, navigating the complexities of their interaction. Back at the wine bar, Cricket takes c...
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9

Not Scattered Yet
With Nell by her side, Cricket makes the heartfelt decision to scatter Monty’s ashes. Meanwhile, Sam and Lexi lend their support to Dennis as he emb...
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9

Daddy Dearest (Sonny Boy)
Michael makes the difficult decision to end his relationship with Dr. David, but David catches him off guard by proposing that they live together. Mea...
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10

Not Well Yet
Following an enjoyable evening with Sam and Dennis, Nell finds herself unwell and prefers solitude in bed. Meanwhile, Lexi persuades Sam and Dennis to...
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10

Queens of the Road
Dr. David pushes Michael to consider moving in together, while Brian finds his loft has been broken into. In a moment of desperation, Justin decides t...
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11

Not Feeling It Yet
After taking time to reflect on her connection with Phillip, Nell confides in Sam that she’s prepared to let go and embrace new beginnings. Meanwhil...
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11

Surprise!
Michael decides to break things off with Dr. David. Meanwhile, Ted and Emmett go for AIDS testing. To celebrate Michael's milestone birthday, Brian or...
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12

Not a Fairytale Yet
Nell decides to meet Phillip, seeking the closure she desperately needs. Meanwhile, Sam and Lexi come together to celebrate their daughters' birthday...
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12

Move It or Lose It
Michael and Dr. David relish their newfound happiness at home. Meanwhile, Emmett signs up for a "conversion therapy" group. Lindsay and Melanie persis...
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13

Very Stupid People
Brian hooks up with a colleague, but things take a turn when she decides to lodge a complaint against him. Meanwhile, Emmett is determined to stay on ...
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13

Not Just Yet
Nell invites friends over for an intimate dinner gathering, where laughter and conversation flow. Meanwhile, Dennis finds himself at a crossroads, fac...
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14

A Change of Heart
Brian finds himself implicated in a sexual harassment lawsuit and seeks legal counsel from Melanie. Meanwhile, Emmett begins a relationship with a wom...
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15

The Ties That Bind
Lindsay entrusts Gus to Brian for the weekend of the Leather Ball. Meanwhile, Michael feels anxious about meeting David's son for the first time. Ted ...
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16

French Fried
Michael and Dr. David clash over financial matters, leading to a heated debate. Meanwhile, Lindsay and Gus find their lives turned upside down when an...
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17

Solution (How TLFKAM Got Her Name Back)
David and Michael are in charge of a high-profile charity event, but Michael decides to leave the gang out of the festivities. Meanwhile, Lindsay and ...
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18

Surprise Kill
Brian stumbles upon David while at the baths. Meanwhile, Justin receives the shocking news that his parents are separating. Ted has a heartfelt reunio...
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19

Good Grief!
During an intense moment, Brian receives some distressing news. Meanwhile, Daphne approaches Justin with a request to be her first. On a different not...
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20

The King of Babylon
Who will ascend to the throne of Babylon? A seemingly harmless outing to the mall gets Vic arrested, while Brian finds himself outmatched and overpowe...
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21

Running to Stand Still
Brian is awarded the title of 'Ad Person of the Year' and is motivated to pursue his career in New York City. Meanwhile, Vic shows up in court to defe...
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22

Full Circle
As Brian celebrates his 30th birthday, Michael and David get ready for their upcoming relocation to Portland. Meanwhile, Ted comes to terms with his f...
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Not Owning It Yet
Duncan Rhodes, Lexi's father and the proprietor of the SoCal Independent, arrives at the office, sparking an unexpected connection with Nell. This dev...
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Home Is Where the Ass Is
Haunted by the aftermath of his assault, Justin struggles to recall the events of that night, while Brian remains unable to shake the memories. At her...
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Not a Valentine Yet
On Valentine’s Day, Nell has a revealing conversation with Cricket that makes her confront her feelings. She comes to the realization that she might...
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All Better Now
Justin struggles to come to terms with Chris Hobbs' assault and finds it difficult to handle any physical touch, despite Brian's attempts to help. Mea...
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Not in the Cards Yet
Lexi, Duncan, Sam, and Dennis head to an awards gala celebrating various SoCal Independent editing nominations. At the same time, Nell takes on the ro...
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Hypocrisy: Don't Do It
Brian faces a decision about whether to accept a Hero Award for rescuing Justin. Meanwhile, Ted's beloved author, Howard Bellweather, is in town to pr...
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Not Polite Yet
Lexi decides to merge the first two levels of the newsroom, resulting in Nell having to share a cubicle with T.J., the well-liked sportswriter who ha...
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Pride
Brian, Michael, Justin, Emmett, Ted, Lindsay, Melanie, and Debbie each face their own challenges as they come together to proudly participate in Pitts...
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Not Solved Yet
Nell encounters a new spirit who believes his demise was not accidental, and she's eager to delve into the mystery. However, her enthusiasm takes a tu...
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...Wherever That Dream May Lead You
After suffering a severe injury, Justin can no longer manage fine motor skills, forcing him to leave art school. Meanwhile, Michael makes the bold cho...
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Mixed Blessings
Justin and Brian discuss the complexities of their relationship, emphasizing that it's not the conventional kind. Meanwhile, Ted’s new venture takes...
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Not Going Home Yet
Nell becomes increasingly irritated by the romance blossoming between Lexi and Edward. Meanwhile, the newsroom team finds themselves working through ...
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7

The Leper (Hath the Babe Not Eyes?)
Michael chooses to keep seeing Ben, who is HIV positive, even though Brian, Ted, Emmett, and his mother Debbie express their concerns. Meanwhile, Lind...
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Not in the Game Yet
TJ invites Nell to join the newspaper's softball squad. Meanwhile, Lexi and Edward share an awkward afternoon together, trying to bond. At the same t...
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Love for Sale
Michael attempts to move on from Ben by diving back into dating. Meanwhile, Justin crosses paths with a guy who is more his age compared to Brian. Emm...
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Not You Yet
To mark her newfound independence, Nell, Lexi, and Cricket whisk Sam away for a "divorce day" celebration. As they enjoy their time together, Nell al...
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Not the End Yet
Nell learns that Duncan plans to put the SoCal Independent on the market, prompting her to take action to secure her position. When Lexi appears hesit...
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Accentuate the Positive
Michael struggles to reconnect with Ben, determined to demonstrate that he can manage the challenges of their HIV-positive relationship. Meanwhile, Br...
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Not a Ghost Yet
Nell finds herself dealing with an unforeseen situation that puts the newspaper's sale in jeopardy. As she grapples with the challenges that arise, t...
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Priorities, Please! (Beat the Time)
Michael is heartbroken over the loss of his beloved comic book hero, Captain Astro. Meanwhile, Debbie stumbles upon a real murder victim behind the di...
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The Wedding
Lindsay and Melanie's wedding day has arrived, filled with the promise of love and beauty, but they must navigate several challenges that life throws ...
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One Degree of Brian Kinney
Michael struggles to come to terms with the revelation that his new boyfriend Ben had a past fling with his best friend Brian. Meanwhile, Debbie feels...
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It's Because I'm Gay, Right?
Divina Devore, the beloved drag queen from Pittsburgh, returns to the city! She once dated Debbie three decades ago and bears a striking resemblance t...
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The Dangers of Sex and Drugs
Justin is earning a hefty sum as a go-go dancer, leaving him unbothered by his struggling academics. Meanwhile, George proposes an exciting world tour...
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Rage Against This Machine
Michael and Justin team up to develop their very own comic book. Meanwhile, Emmett is prohibited from delivering a speech at George's funeral. In anot...
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You Say It's Your Birthday! I Couldn't Care Less!
Brian brushes off Justin's birthday, prompting Melanie and Lindsay to take him to a violin concert, where he encounters the striking and gifted Ethan....
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You Can Leda Girl to Pussy
Brian finds himself forced to back out of his plans with Justin in order to make a good impression on his new boss. Meanwhile, Emmett is surprised wit...
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Sick, Sick, Sick
Michael's greatest anxieties become a reality when Ben ends up in the hospital. Meanwhile, Justin longs for Brian to display more romantic gestures, s...
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Bowling for Equality
Michael struggles with the urge to reveal Justin's relationship with Ethan to Brian. Meanwhile, Ted finds himself unaffected by pornography anymore. M...
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Out with a Whimper
In the first issue of RAGE GAY CRUSADER, Michael and Justin's comic is set to launch, prompting Brian to host a huge release party at Babylon. Justin ...
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Mad Dog Kinney
Michael and Justin find themselves anxious about the future of their comic book, "Rage." Initially, Brian appears unfazed by Justin's decision to be w...
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House Full of Children
After parting ways with Brian, Justin is on a quest to figure out how to fund his education. Meanwhile, Lindsay is taken aback when Melanie reveals he...
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Doctors of Dickology
Brian contributes his skills to the Center's "Carnivale" fundraiser while contemplating Lindsay and Melanie's request for sperm donation. Meanwhile, T...
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Brat-Sitting
Lindsay and Melanie approach Michael with a request to become the father of their second child. Meanwhile, Brian faces serious allegations of molestin...
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There's Nothing Noble About Being Poor
Brian secures victory in Police Chief Stockwell's mayoral campaign, leaving his friends feeling disappointed. Meanwhile, Ethan receives an opportunity...
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One Ring to Rule Them All
Brian assists Stockwell in gaining a strong position in the polls. Meanwhile, Ted prepares Jerk-at-work.net for any unexpected police interventions. M...
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Stop Hurting Us
Ted, recently released on bail, pleads with Brian to speak to Stockwell for him. Meanwhile, Justin confronts Ethan about their issues. In a joyous tur...
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Hunt(er) for Love
Michael and Ben lend a hand to a young go-getter. Meanwhile, Justin starts his internship at Vanguard, determined to win Brian's heart again. Lindsay ...
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Big Fucking Mouth
Woody's shuts its doors following an Amateur Strip Contest. Stockwell finds out that Brian is gay. Ted faces embarrassment while bartending at one of ...
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Uncle Ben
Brian and Justin find themselves at odds regarding Stockwell's influence. Meanwhile, Ted makes a risky decision that alters his path to a weekend esca...
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Poster May Lead to the Truth
Brian loses his job after being discovered sabotaging Stockwell's campaign. Meanwhile, Ben and Michael break the news to Hunter about his positive sta...
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Drugs, Sex and Lies
Brian looks into the death of Dumpster Boy after receiving a lead from Hunter. Meanwhile, Emmett is enraged when Melanie and Lindsay claim that Ted is...
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Tweaked-Out, Fucked-Out Crystal Queen
Hunter gathers proof linking the killer of Dumpster Boy to Stockwell. Meanwhile, Justin faces the threat of being expelled after he stands his ground ...
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The Election
As the election approaches, Brian puts everything on the line to take down Stockwell. Meanwhile, Ted reaches his lowest point yet. Hunter's mother sho...
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Just a Little Help
Having exhausted his funds in the battle against Stockwell, Brian finds himself at a pivotal moment regarding his future. Meanwhile, Michael and Hunte...
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Stand Up for Ourselves
Brian launches his own advertising agency, eager to make his mark. Meanwhile, Ted celebrates his graduation from rehab, supported by Blake through the...
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Starting a Whole New Life
Justin puts himself in danger while hanging out with the Pink Posse. Meanwhile, Ted is steering clear of his friends and takes a job as a waiter. In a...
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Escalating Violence
Justin becomes increasingly concerned as he witnesses Cody's escalating aggression. Meanwhile, Brian brings Ted on board at his new agency, hoping to ...
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How Far You Can Go
Debbie struggles with feelings of exclusion as she observes Vic embracing a new chapter in his life. Meanwhile, Ben turns to Michael, seeking his cand...
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Death in the Family
Debbie confronts Vic about the changes in his life, leading to a heartbreaking outcome. Meanwhile, Michael and Justin celebrate some exciting developm...
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Preponderance of Death
Debbie is still struggling to process Vic's death, feeling emotionally detached. Meanwhile, Ted reverts to his old ways as Blake attempts to end their...
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Two Kinds of Lies
Brian persists in hiding his illness from everyone around him, while Debbie makes an effort to rekindle her relationship with Horvath. Meanwhile, Just...
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Have Some Balls
Emmett receives confusing signals from a professional football player. Meanwhile, feeling envious of Michael's achievements, Ben seeks comfort from a ...
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The Snake in Paradise
Brian persists with his radiation therapy as he navigates its challenges. Meanwhile, Ben finds himself drawn in by the attention of a former student w...
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Gay or Straight? That's the Question
Brian organizes a fundraising event for the gay center, while Emmett and Drew deepen their romantic relationship. Sam finds himself determined to win ...
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Irritation and Separation
Brian takes part in the Liberty Ride, while Hunter confides in Callie about his current situation. Meanwhile, Emmett grapples with his feelings regard...
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Proposal of Two Kinds
As the Liberty Ride approaches, the team begins their preparations. Meanwhile, Mel is placed on strict bed rest for the remainder of her pregnancy. In...
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Liberty Ride
Michael and Ben face difficulties when trying to enter the U.S. as a married couple. Meanwhile, Ted and Emmett end up disoriented in the woods while h...
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Move and Leave
Michael organizes a surprise 10th anniversary celebration for Melanie and Lindsay, but things don’t go as he had hoped. Meanwhile, Justin's time in ...
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Back in Business
Brian decides to reopen Babylon, but finds that the party crowd is nowhere to be found. Meanwhile, Justin comes back to Pittsburgh after "Rage" is can...
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Fags Are No Different Than People
As Brian and Michael drift further apart, Brian fights to protect Liberty Avenue from gentrification, while Michael finds comfort in his new domestic ...
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Hard Decisions
Brian continues to hold firm in his conviction that marriage signals the end of romance. Meanwhile, Debbie struggles to embrace her new life as a woma...
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Excluding and Abstemiousness
Debbie attempts to gently break the news to Loretta. Meanwhile, Brian is faced with a sex ban after contracting syphilis. Hunter grapples with the fal...
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Bored Out of Ya Fucking Mind
Brian's title as the most attractive man at Babylon comes under threat from a new heartthrob, Brandon. Meanwhile, Emmett, thriving as the "Queer Guy,"...
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Hope Against Hope
Proposition 14 poses a risk to the rights of same-sex couples, and Brian finds himself grappling with the impact of Brandon in his life. Meanwhile, Ju...
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Honest to Yourself
Justin finds himself behind bars for opposing Proposition 14 and confronting his father. Meanwhile, Brian and Brandon sift through the list of the ten...
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Anything in Common
The group rallies against Proposition 14. Meanwhile, Michael and Brian continue to ignore each other, and tensions rise as Lindsay and Melanie face ch...
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10

I Love You
Cyndi Lauper makes a special appearance as Babylon hosts the Stop Prop14 Benefit, an event that has a profound impact on everyone involved.
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Fuckin' Revenge
After the bombing of Babylon, Brian takes a step back to reassess what truly matters to him. Meanwhile, Michael is on the mend in the hospital. As the...
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Mr. Right (Never Broke a Promise)
Brian and Justin are set to tie the knot! Meanwhile, Melanie and Lindsay consider relocating their family to Canada, hoping to provide Gus and Jenny R...
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We Will Survive!
As Brian and Justin get ready for their wedding, they come to the realization that they are suppressing their true selves and decide to cancel the cer...